I go to sleep and i feel it again
The tight knots in my stomach
But in your eyes i am alright
Because how can i tell you.
I want to be strong and the only way
Is to keep distance and never try
To explain because there are no
Words that i could use.
There is no way of explaining
What it feels like.
I wish i could untie these knots
I wish i had a blade sharp enough to
Cut them half so i could again
Breath and dream.